2018年02月24日 02:26 (星期六)
Now is China's time at 2 am， I finally finished to watch “INTO THE WILD“， this does not only represents I fulfilled my promise， but also represent me being closer to you， so I can't wait to share with you the feelings of the movie.
When I heard the music at the beginning of the movie， I knew it must be something I loved. Music always has this magical power for me， and let me be happy or cry with music， and I know that I will fall in love with a person because of a song， as long as he sings it to me by himself. The soundtrack of the film is so ethereal and moving that it brings people into the situation and I am deeply intoxicated by it. In fact， the movie is also very important to me. You may not be able to imagine that I haven't been to the cinema yet， because I am always waiting for someone who can be with me for the rest of my life to enjoy the wonderful works of film art. In the dim light of the cinema， we sit next to each other， watching the sadness and joy of the hero and heroine on the screen， as if it is our own life. We will become more dependent and loving each other because of the consistency of our thoughts. We'll talk to each other and create a more comfortable environment. Perhaps， everything in the world is better because of the other person who is worth cherishing.
In the movie， there are many fragments made me feel touched， such as when I saw the supertramp roar carefreely， drifting， hunting， I think he's so cute， because I know he smile is sincere， I also feel happy for him. The first half of the film is pretty good， and I know a man who will not choose to wander off the wild， and to set his sights on Alaska's snowy plains at random. The more dangerous and cruel the goal， the deeper and harder it is to heal.
Until the film reveals the heart of the super wanderer， that is， his dysfunctional family. To outsiders， he's smart and independent with a rich and happy life， but only he knows he shouldn't exist in this world， the tragic fate of his father's wife and his older brother make him hate himself.
What these ordinary people are passionate about making him feel empty and uncomfortable， and makes him unable to accept himself. He needed to find a place where he could not remind himself of his ignoble birth， his strange human nature， and his inner peace. Forgive me for calling this behavior “escape.“ I admire his thoughts， his actions， his perseverance， the narrator from the film， I seem to see myself， I have always wanted to escape from the noise and pollutional of the world， the world is not willing to accept me.
But I felt that he hurt a lot of people for his own ideals. Or perhaps it was not harm， but a warning to the world. He had to leave the strangers who knew him on the way， to give up the emotions of mortals and throw himself into oblivion. But I am really afraid of leaving， very afraid of losing， when I see the actor's tears， I also very heartache. I think they have a deep concern and regret for the supertramp.
As the film progressed， I began to feel unwell， because he killed many animals， see his cutting and barbecue the animals， I can't not to recall it was once living life， but now can only become a piece of meat to humans to eat. I know that in order to survive， in order to dream， there must be sacrifice， but I am really a little can't accept to save ourselves by hurting other life ， I think that's not fair and too cruel. The life of the supertramp became more and more difficult until one day he had to face death. He knew that day was coming， but he couldn't do anything， and I couldn't help it.
We have not experienced the transition of mentality， from enjoyment to frustration to relief， the emotional complexity of the period， he has endured too much.
In this article for his choice of the road， we witnessed his prosperity and decline together， his life has gone， but many questions for us， is that each of us must face. I don't know if he finished his dream at last. I don't know how he did it before he died. I just feel a lot of pain and depression.
What would our life be like?
It is not enough to watch the movie only once， but it is not enough to watch the movie. I will read the original book and look at it repeatedly， hoping to find the answers to the puzzles in my life. Even if I can't find it all my life， I will not be too regretful in my life， because I am constantly learning and thinking.
Good night!
