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第9章 (四)我似乎有些沦陷了

2018年02月13日 13:24 (星期二),我回复Can,是被Can那封长长的拉好感的邮件感动了吗?或许也还只是假期闲来无事的。内容如下:

Dear Can, In fact, I am still in my last year of university, but I am qualified to be accepted as a master student by an institute in last September wihout the need to take national post-graduate entrance examination, so I studied in the institute ahead of time . A master's degree will take me three years.

Thank you for your love for our China and my hometown. I think every culture has a complicated history, which is well worth exploring. If you want to know more about them, you can go to see the documentaries “Aerial China“ and “A Bite of China“. I think you won 't disappointed.

I have never been abroad too, but I gained a bit of recognition from the description of many works of art. I've heard a popular song about your country from our country, and I think Turkey is a romantic, free and desirable country. Maybe you can recommend some music or other works to me to let me know more about your hometown and your hobbies.

I think that with the growth of people or changes in the external environment, people's likes and dislikes will change somewhat, but that doesn't mean that they are fickle. We can still stick to our central idea. Whether we choose to be in contact with them, either actively or passively, it is worth it if we can benefit from it. We should have an inclusive attitude towards the various elements of the world.

I've heard about that “Into the wild“ movie, but I haven't had a chance to see it yet. I know it's going to be my favorite movie. I look forward to finding my true self in a wandering life, to gain the meaning of my existence, rather than to spend my life as a walking dead man. I will enjoy the film as soon as possible and I hope I can communicate with you about this movie next time.

In terms of love view, I am really surprised to meet someone who is so similar to me, I feel very lucky! You know what? I accidentally broke my cell phone today. It's a new phone, because I still can't let go of it. I still feel miserable. But your letter makes me feel much better. Thank you! I believe that love at first sight is valuable, but two people must have a strong emotional foundation based on a enough long time, to know each other and appreciate each other better. Because life is long and unhappy life is longer, we should not hurt each other for the pleasure of the moment or for the temporary loneliness.

Relationships are precious and should not be squandered. If really looking for an object, I think a lot of people can get out of their single lives right away. But we have higher spiritual pursuits, and we will persevere. I still hope to find a person who has not been in love as me, to be the only one, to support each other, to tolerate each other, to go through this life. As you said, love is as good as a flower, and true love will make the two better and create a brighter future for each other.

Now let me talk to you about my family. I live with my parents, I have a sister who is three years younger than me, and she was married last year. We have close relationship with my grandmother, my grandmother have six children, and my uncle is the oldest, second is my mother, my mother has four younger sisters, now my grandmother's every child gave birth to two or three children, my grandmother has been as Great-grandmother. So my grandmother's family is also a big family too, and very harmonious and happy. I also like children especially, like their pure and beautiful heart, lovely and clever appearance, hope that I can protect them from harm. My parents also want to have grandchildren, my younger sister has no child yet, my parents hope that I can get married as soon as possible, but I still need a long time to study at school, and the fate is not something always as we wish.

I really appreciate your views. I hope you can find what you want soon.

Best wishes!

我的信对比Can的信似乎有些应付了,不够他的热切与真诚,似乎每一点我都提到了,可是又不够深入,恐怕是因为我怕自己又自作多情吧,加上我还在担心那个墨西哥小弟弟。

我跟他说了我跟他的大同小异的爱情观,在提到我已经结婚的妹妹时,更是暴露了我父母施加给我的人生大事的压力。人们总是说随缘随缘,单身也挺好,我相信有的人的确是那样的,我经常也这么觉得,可是一旦瞄到爱情的倩影,心水还是会泛起涟漪吧。我的心再沉再死再压抑,也挡不住人性的美好,想来当时我在向Can剖析描述自己的爱情观的时候应该挺痛苦的,一种渴望被理解,又怕一说多又显得目的性强和很做作,不知道的还以为我八辈子没见过男色。

既然我已经得到了他的关于爱情的答案,这次的回复,我其实重点在于他推荐给我的他最喜欢的电影《荒野生存》。这部电影到现在也是难得的高分佳作,我早就听说过,可是还没找到契机看,现在正好有机会一睹为快了。我向他承诺会尽快看完这部电影并与他分享。

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