2018年02月20日 16:30 (星期二),我给他回信,内容如下:
Hi,Can.Thank you for your understanding. In fact, I also had the wrong expression, I'm sorry for the contradiction between us. I've been busy with the Spring Festival for nearly a week. Our family gathered in my Grandmother's house, there was no Internet and no computer, I couldn't write back to you in time.
Now I went back to my home and began to reply to you. I think I am too eager, when I learned that you and I have the same love view, when I think about the question you asked me, actually like seeing you writing every word, I feel you are a special person, is a man of profound thoughts.
Because I admire you so much, I am eager to find a common ground with you. I hope that your reply will not be a separate statement of yourself or me, but a blend.
Since you didn't do that first, if I acted like I had a lot in common with you, it might be offensive to you, so I didn't do it too. I know you are a generous person and you like to make all kinds of friends. But maybe you are afraid of hurting people because of your ow*****takes. In fact, I just feel a little disappointed, however, I still appreciate you.
I didn't write back to anyone at this time, I was moved by the fact that you would ask me about it. Maybe my statement isn't clear enough, but believe me, I know you're a good friend, and you're a good person.
好肉麻呀,看着我自己当初写下的这样仿佛就是direct confession,什么朋友啊,好人啊,不过都是幌子罢了。我真是疯了,这么明显,他不可能看不出来,不知道他看了是否内心也在暗自窃喜,又一个傻姑娘被他的魅力俘虏。
不过,想必当时我还是内心也有些欢喜的,因为毕竟他有询问,至少还是说明有些在乎的吧,哪怕他是偏执狂。