我想起了我出生后第一次蜕皮，还有第一次尝到清甜可口的窄叶草，我宽敞的洞里还有我最喜欢吃的白蚂蚁，本来打算晚上当夜宵吃的，那味道又香又甜，可惜了。
我不想死，我不想死！我不想死啊！
我猛的坐了起来，是一场梦。
但却如此真实，我在梦里成了那只铁头蝈蝈，是自己误会了它，还亲手杀了它。
对不起……我不知道是这样！我捂着脸内疚的无以复加！
要怎么挽救？我不知道，我想救回这个铁头蝈蝈，我也愿意做它的朋友，它能不能再活过来啊。
我难过的开始哭了起来，对不起…对不起，我错了，我愿意做你的朋友。
嘎吱一声，门被轻轻的推开了，老姐站在门口，她手里提着一个灯笼，皱着眉看着我。
我一看见老姐进来，赶紧把头埋在被子里，但还是不住的抽动，脚步越来越近，老姐拍了拍我的肩头，大力你做噩梦了吗？我没有回答她，老姐在床头坐了下来，你看这是什么，说着从怀里掏出一块油纸包。
这是下午厨房做的鸡蛋米糕，我给你留了一块，我一听有鸡蛋米糕，把头从被子里伸了出来，擦了一把眼泪，看着老姐手里的油纸包不说话。
扑哧，老姐被我的样子逗笑了，她一边把油纸包打开把米糕递给我，一边问我，跟我说说，做了什么梦，从来没见你半夜这么折腾的。
我一边大嚼着米糕，一边擦眼泪，姐，我把铁头杀了，我不是故意的……我…说着我又开始伤心，眼泪止不住的流，也没心思再吃了。
老姐一头雾水的看着我，连最喜欢的米糕居然都不吃了，拍了拍我的背，怕我噎到，连忙问谁是铁头？你是不是睡蒙了。
我把下午的事情和自己做的梦跟老姐说了，本以为以老姐的脾气一定嘲笑我一番，然后简单安慰我一下天亮了，就去老妈那里打小报告了。
然而老姐半天没说话，我抬头看了一下她，见老姐紧皱着眉头若有所思，半晌她说道，大力，我和你做了同样的梦！
啊？我一下没反应过来，老姐看了我一眼，我说我和你做了同样的梦。
所以我也是刚醒过来，听见你在房间里哭，在梦里我被那个巨大的蝈蝈吓坏了，以为它要吃了你，但它就那样低着头看着你一动不动，而你也是一动不动的在它的嘴边，我身子也动不了，喊你快跑你却好像听不到似的，后来你们离我越来越远，我快看不到你了，我一着急就醒了过来。
那只蝈蝈在哪，你带我去看一下。
于是我们两个提着灯笼，走到院子里，也不知道现在是什么时辰，这种地方也没有打更的，天上的月亮又大又圆，我和老姐去到陈婶放我脏衣服的井台处。
但衣服已经被她洗过了，搭在靠大门那边的竹竿上，我们走过去看到我的那件褂子里朝外的搭在竹竿上，我摸了一下还有些潮，把褂子翻过来，在前襟的位置有一片污迹，陈婶可能洗不掉吧，我指了指那里对老姐说，就是这。
我们明早去那个地方找到它的尸体，把它埋了，老姐说到。
等我再躺下很快就睡着了，第二天鸡刚叫，老姐就叫我起来，天还没有亮，老姐从厨房拿了两个昨天煮的鸡蛋揣在兜里，我们一路小跑，你还能找到那里吗？老姐问道。
我记得那里，它的头就掉在麦堆旁边，老姐……有没有什么办法，我想救活它，这时太阳从地平线上露出头来，阳光照在我们俩的脸上，老姐转过头对我说，大力我没有办法救它，但将来如果我们有能力复活它，我们就回来找它，救活它。
两个孩子在田埂间，初生的太阳照在两张青涩的脸庞，但她们此刻神情如此笃定，这番话任何人听见都会认为是小孩子幼稚的对话，但那一刻我们却下定决心，在将来的某个时刻履行这个承诺。
在我们的心里，生命是必须要尊重，生命不分贵贱，即使它是一只蝈蝈，它也有情感和灵魂。
它也可以成为自己的朋友。
阳光变得越来越明亮，我渐渐的睁不开眼睛，并感到头晕，这一刻我突然醒悟，小七说的南佛之子就是大力吧，他从小就能与不同生物用意识进行沟通，甚至能与对方的灵魂融合。
他才是被南佛选中的人，那我又为什么能进入到他的身体，梦境空间是我第一次开启并使用的吗？我和大力究竟有什么样因果关系？
眩晕感渐渐消失，我睁开眼睛小七急切的面孔出现在眼前，大人你怎么样了，她见我睁开眼睛这才露出放松的样子。
小七，你以后不要叫我大人，听着怪怪的，就叫我大力哥吧，以后在这遇到什么困难，我们两个互相支持帮衬着，我现在还不知道怎么帮你，但我一定会找到办法，我们做好朋友好吗？
小七先是惊愕的神情，后来转为开心，眼睛里隐约有泪光闪动，大力哥……
从来到这里，所有的一切人和事都是未知和碎片状的，唯有自己的家人和一刻不停的危险痛苦伴随着自己。
打量了一下周围，雾气明显的淡了许多，小七已经松开了自己，我正靠着树干。
小七，我的意识体现在怎么样，魂气消散了很多，是不是意味着我的身体也正在恢复。
嗯大力哥，你恢复的很快，这说明意识树（她叫梦境树为意识树）对你身体和意识的确有效，这力量只属于你，任何来到这里的意识体，都无法与意识树互动，也不能摘果子更别说破坏。
你刚刚吃了意识果后就入定了，到你刚刚醒来已经过了四个多时辰，魂气也都散开了。
你现在意识体能量很充沛，但我不知道你的身体怎么样了，因为必须要你打开与外面的连接点，并有你的意识指派我才能离开这里。
老妈那边怎么样了？为什么吃了记忆果可以增强意识力？是因为我找到大力的记忆后，这些记忆可以增强我的意识力，而且对大力的身体也给予了帮助？
I remembered the first ecdysis after I was born， and taste sweet and delicious narrow leaves of grass for the first time， I still have my favorite food is spacious cave of white ants， meant to night when midnight snack， the taste sweet and fragrant， it is a pity.
I don't want to die， I don't want to die!
I'm fiercely sat up， be a dream.
But it is so real， I am in the dream a steel-toed guo guo， is misunderstood it yourself， also personally killed it.
I'm sorry...
How do you save?
I sad began to cry， I'm sorry...
Crunch， and the door was gently away， kiddo stood at the door， she carried a lantern in his hand， frowning at me.
I saw kiddo， quickly buried his head in the quilt， but I still can't twitch， footsteps getting closer， kiddo patted my shoulder， vigorously you have nightmares?
Kitchen do eggs， rice cakes， is this afternoon I give you leave a piece， I have a listen to egg rice cakes， head out from the quilt， wiped a tear， watching kiddo hands oiled paper bag not to talk.
Sloped， kiddo is me laugh， as she opened the paper bag， pass me the rice cakes， asked me， tell me about， do a dream， never see you do in the middle of the night.
I munch the rice cakes， while wiping away tears， elder sister， I kill steel-toed， I didn't mean it...
Kiddo a scratching his head and looked at me， don't even eat favorite rice cakes unexpectedly， patted me on the back， afraid I chokes， hurriedly ask steel-toed is who?
I put the things in the afternoon and do your own dream told kiddo， thought with kiddo temper must be laughing at me， and then simple comfort me the morning， went to mother there tattletale.
Kiddo， however the along while didn't speak， I looked up to her， see kiddo tight frowned thoughtfully， a long time， she says， energetically， you and I had the same dream!
Ah?
So I also just wake up， hear you crying in the room， in the dream I was appalled by the huge guo guo， thought it to eat you， but it's so low head to watch you move， and you also is still in its mouth， my body also can't move， shout you run you don't like to listen to， then you leave me more and more far， I can't see you soon， as soon as I try so hard I woke up.
Where is that guo guo， do you take me to look at.
So the two of us， carrying a lantern into the yard， also don't know what time it is， the place also did not play， big and round the moon in the sky， kiddo to great aunt Chen and I put my dirty clothes in the spring.
She washed the clothes have been build on bamboo pole near the door there， we went over to see my that was coming out of his take on a bamboo pole， I touched some tide， flipped the chemise， in the position of the front there is a stain， great aunt Chen probably wash not to drop， I pointed to there said to kiddo， is this.
We go there tomorrow morning to find its body， bury it， kiddo.
I lay down and soon fell asleep again， such as chicken just call the next day， kiddo just call me up， while it is still bright， kiddo picked up from the kitchen yesterday two boiled eggs inside pocket， we run all the way， you can also find there?
I remember there， his head fell at the end of the heap of wheat， kiddo...
Between two children at ridge， born the sun shines on the two young face， but they look at the moment so that the comments anyone can think that is a naive children hear dialogue， but the moment we are determined， sometime in the future to fulfill that promise.
In our heart， is a must to respect life， life makes all equal， even if it's a guo guo， it also has the emotion and soul.
It can also become their friends.
Is becoming more and more bright sunshine， I gradually， don't open your eyes and feel dizzy， I suddenly wake up， for the moment， said the little seven south son of Buddha is strong， he can communicate with the different biological use consciousness since childhood， even can merge with each other's soul.
He was drafted by the south Buddha， that why I can come into his body， dream space is my first time to open and use?
Vertigo disappeared gradually， I open my eyes small seven eager faces appear in the eyes， the adult what happened to you， and when she saw that I open my eyes that showed signs of loosening.
Xiao qi， you later don't call me Sir， listen to something， just call me strong elder brother， in that I encounter difficulties， the two of us support help each other， I still don't know how to help you， but I'll find a way， can we be friends?
First seven consternation， later turned happy， with tears in his eyes faintly flashing， vigorously elder brother...
From here， all of the persons and things that are unknown and fragmented， but the danger of his family and incessant pain associated with yourself.
Looked at the surrounding， the fog the obvious weak many， small seven has loosened himself， I'm against the tree trunk.
Small seven， my consciousness is reflected in how， the gas lift a lot of soul， and does that mean my body is restored.
Well to elder brother， you recover soon， this shows that consciousness tree (her name is dream tree for consciousness) is effective on your body and consciousness， this power belongs only to you， any came to the consciousness of the body， can interact with the consciousness of tree， also cannot pick fruit let alone.
You just eat fruit and then settle the consciousness， to you just wake up has been over for more than four hours， soul also scattered with anger.
You now consciousness physical quantity is abundant， but I don't know what happened to your body， because you must be open and the join point outside， and have the consciousness of your assigned me to get out of here.
Mom over there?
