登陆注册
38944600000030

第30章 美丽心灵TheIntegrityof“Ugly”

佚名/Anonymous

住在这座人员混杂的公寓中的每一个人都知道丑丑。丑丑是一只常驻于此的公狗。在这个世界上,丑丑最喜欢做三件事:打架、吃剩菜,还有就是我们将要说到的——爱。

这几件事交织在一起,再加上丑丑常年在外流浪,极大地影响了他的生活。从头说起吧,他只有一只眼睛,剩下的那只也只是一个黑洞洞了,耳朵也只剩下一只了。他的左腿看起来曾经严重扭伤过,虽然现在已经痊愈了,但是走起来还是很不自然,好像在转弯。他的尾巴早就不见了,只留下一个残根,还不停地扭动着。

丑丑本来是一只有着黑灰色斑纹的小狗——除了他的头顶、脖子,甚至肩上都有着厚厚的、黄色的疤痕。人们看见丑丑都会有同样的反应:“那真是一只丑陋的狗啊!”

所有的孩子都被警告不要去摸他,大人们总是朝他扔石头、用水浇他,当他试图进入他们房子的时候就用水冲他。如果他不离开,就把他的爪子挤在门缝里。丑丑总是做出同样的反应:如果你打开水龙头用水冲他,他就会一动不动地站在那里,浑身上下湿漉漉的,直到你放弃。如果你朝他扔东西,他就会蜷缩着他那瘦长的身体趴在那里,没有丝毫反抗。

无论什么时候看到那些孩子,他总是跑过去,汪汪地狂叫着,用头去拱那些孩子的手,请求他们的爱抚。如果你将他抱起来,他就会马上舔你的衣服、耳环,碰到什么就舔什么。

一天,丑丑跑到邻居家向他们的爱斯基摩狗示爱。那些狗儿们却没有作出友善的回应,丑丑被咬伤了,伤势严重。我在公寓里听到他的尖叫,于是马上冲出去救他。当我到达那里时,看见他躺在地上。很显然,丑丑悲惨的生活就要走到尽头了。

丑丑躺在一片湿地上,他的后腿和后背扭曲得变了形,前胸白色的条纹有一条撕裂的伤口。我将他抱在怀里,打算带他回家,这时我能听到他艰难地喘息着,感觉到他在颤抖。我想他一定伤得很重。

随后,我感到耳边有一种很熟悉的被舔吮的感觉。丑丑,尽管忍受着剧痛和苦楚,又面临着死亡,仍然试图舔吮我的耳朵。我将他抱得更紧了,他用头蹭着我的手掌,然后转过头用他那仅剩的一只金色的眼睛看着我,我能够清楚地听到他发出的咕噜咕噜声。尽管忍受着剧痛,这只浑身上下布满了丑陋伤疤的狗依旧只是在寻求一丝爱怜,也许是同情吧。

此刻,我觉得丑丑是我所见过的最漂亮、最可爱的动物了。因为他从未咬过或是抓伤过我,甚至试图离开我,或者是做任何挣扎。丑丑只是看着我,他完全相信我可以减轻他的痛苦。

在我还没有走到家的时候,丑丑就死在了我的怀抱里,但是我抱着他坐了很久,一直在思索着:这样一只伤痕累累、丑陋而又到处流浪的小狗,是怎样改变了我的看法的,到底什么是真正的纯洁心灵,怎样才能爱得那么深、那么真。丑丑教会了我比从任何书籍、讲座或访谈节目中所能学到的更多的给予和同情,为此,我将永远感激他。他的伤疤裸露在外,而我的却在内心深处。我要继续前行,学会如何爱得真切、爱得深沉,我会将我的一切都献给我所关爱的人。

许多人都希望自己能够更加富有、更加成功,哦,还有更加讨人喜欢、更加漂亮,对我来说,我只希望做丑丑。

Everyone in the apartment complex I lived in knew who Ugly was.Ugly was the resident tom dog.Ugly loved three things in this world:fighting,eating garbage,and,shall we say,love.

The combination of these things combined with a life spent outside had their effect on Ugly.To start with,he had only one eye and the other should have been was a gaping hole.He was also missing his ear on the same side,his left foot appeared to have been baby broken at one time,and had healed at an unnatural angle,making him look like he was always turning the corner.His tail has long age been lost,leaving only the smallest stub,which he would constantly jerk and twitch.

Ugly would have been a dark grey tabby,stripeb-type,except for the sores covering his head,neck,even his shoulders with thick,yellowing scabs.Every time someone saw Ugly there was the same reaction,“That’s one UGLY dog.”

All the children were warned not to touch him,the adults threw rocks at him,hosed him down,and squirted him when he tried to come in their homes,or shut his paws in the door when he would not leave.Ugly always had the same reaction.If you turned the hose on him,he would stand there,getting soaked until you gave up and quit.If you threw things at him,he would curl his lanky body around feet in forgiveness.

Whenever he spied children,he would come running,barking frantically and bump his head against their hands,begging for their love.If you ever picked him up,he would immediately begin suckling on your shirt,earrings,whatever he could find.

One day Ugly shared his love with the neighbor’s Huskies.They did not respond kindly and Ugly was badly mauled.From my apartment I could hear his screams,and I tried to rush to his aid.By the time I got to where he was laying,it was apparent that Ugly’s sad life was almost at an end.Ugly lay in a wet circle,his back legs and lower back twisted grossly out of shape,a gaping tear in the white strip of fur that ran down his front.As I picked him up and tried to carry him home,I could hear him wheezing and gasping,and could feel him struggling.It must be hurting him terribly,I thought.

Then I felt a familiar tugging,sucking sensation on my ear.Ugly,in so much pain,suffering and obviously dying,was trying to suckle my ear.I pulled him closer to me,and he bumped the palm of my hand with his head,then he turned his one golden eye towards me,and I could hear the distinct sound of purring.Even in the greatest pain,that ugly battled-scarred dog was asking only for a little affection,perhaps some compassion.

At that moment I thought Ugly was the most beautiful,loving creature I had ever seen.Never once did he try to bite or scratch me,or even try to get away from me,or struggle in any way.Ugly just looked up at me completely trusting in me to relieve his pain.

Ugly died in my arms before I could get inside,but I sat and held him for a long time afterwards,thinking about how one scarred,deformed little stray could so alter my opinion about what it means to have true pureness of spirit,to love so totally and truly.Ugly taught me more about giving and compassion than a thousand books,lectures,or talk show specials ever could,and for that I willalways be thankful.He had been scarred on the outside,but I was scarred on the inside,and it was time for me to move on and learn to love truly and deeply,to give my total to those I cared for.

Many people want to be richer,more successful,well-liked,beautiful,but for me,I will always try to be Ugly.

同类推荐
  • 从零开始学俄语.这本就够

    从零开始学俄语.这本就够

    本书针对没有俄语基础的人士写作,而这类人群却有着最强烈的学习需求。或为求职、或为留学。这是“零起点学外语”书系的一本,内容由浅入深,非常适宜初学者阅读。全书分为俄语基础入门、日常生活会话、校园会话、职场对话、应急俄语口语,内容简单实用,旅游、生活、留学一本就够!
  • 英语PARTY——文苑精华

    英语PARTY——文苑精华

    本套书籍带你领略英语世界风景,感悟英语学习氛围,有助于英语学习。
  • 淡定的人生不寂寞

    淡定的人生不寂寞

    学英语不再枯燥无味——吴文智编著的《淡定的人生不寂寞》内文篇目均取自国外最经典、最权威、最流行、最动人的篇章,中英双语,适于诵读,提升阅读能力;学英语不再沉闷辛苦——优美的语言、深厚的情感、地道的英文,让我们在阅读这些动人的绝美篇章时,不仅能够提升生活质量,丰富人生内涵,更能够轻松提升英文领悟能力,体味英文之...
  • 英语PARTY——唐诗双声道

    英语PARTY——唐诗双声道

    本套书籍带你领略英语世界风景,感悟英语学习氛围,有助于英语学习。
  • 双语学习丛书-摩登口语

    双语学习丛书-摩登口语

    流淌心灵的隽语,记忆的箴言,在双语的世界里,感受英语学习的乐趣,体会英语学习的奥妙,提高英语学习的能力!丛书包括:爱的交融、财富精英、成长课堂、醇香母爱、父爱如山、故乡情怀、节日趣闻、快乐心语、浪漫往昔等故事。
热门推荐
  • 微光栀子花

    微光栀子花

    韩墨,长相帅气性格阳光的机智少年。冉筱若,天然呆却不失霸气的领家女孩。青梅竹马的他们,几年前分离却又再次重逢。可谁知,这次的重逢,却是有人故意而为,这个人,是网络上著名的网红——玫瑰怜。这到底是为了什么目的?想要利益?还是财富?
  • 豪门之娇妻不回首

    豪门之娇妻不回首

    一场以利益为目的的婚姻,牵扯出几个人的纠葛。林朝歌不过是想要守护父母留下的东西,却遭人谋算,婚姻既然不能自主,那就利益最大化。“娶我,我会带着林家嫁给你。”各有目的的婚姻,是谁在最后挽留?年少时的恋人,陡然出现,一切还能否回到最初?(本文纯属虚构,请勿模仿。)
  • 我有一枚造化玉碟残片

    我有一枚造化玉碟残片

    随时可以太监,写着玩,不求赚钱,只是看小说多了,书荒,手痒
  • 困鸾安隅

    困鸾安隅

    她觉得自己不是笨鸟,不必先飞。他认为她不但是笨鸟,还是只不解风情的呆鸟。“我再也不困着你,你还是一样自由自在,想飞就飞。”“你居然以天地为笼,还我自由!”就来讲讲,一只傻鸟,如何通过走后门登上神坛的故事。
  • 界之灾

    界之灾

    21世纪末,地球能源即将被长期忽视绿色发展的人类耗尽!然而,当时的科技水平还不足以支撑人类进行大规模的星际移民!在生存与人权已经得不到保障的人类社会,出现了人类历史上规模最大的反人类组织!在敌对势力肆无忌惮的破坏活动中,风雨飘摇的人类文明仿佛即将走到尽头!在这前所未有的动荡时期,人类将为其文明的延续作何努力?人类的命运又将何去何从?!
  • 负屃

    负屃

    龙生九子,子子不同。负屃,龙八子,雅好斯文,常盘于石碑之上。古老隐秘家族,不知其名,以负屃为家纹,世世代代默默守护华夏文脉。在经历了近代的动乱后,修身养息,江湖重启,再历风云,寻回失落的文化,重建断代的手艺。
  • 天行

    天行

    号称“北辰骑神”的天才玩家以自创的“牧马冲锋流”战术击败了国服第一弓手北冥雪,被誉为天纵战榜第一骑士的他,却受到小人排挤,最终离开了效力已久的银狐俱乐部。是沉沦,还是再次崛起?恰逢其时,月恒集团第四款游戏“天行”正式上线,虚拟世界再起风云!
  • 天行

    天行

    号称“北辰骑神”的天才玩家以自创的“牧马冲锋流”战术击败了国服第一弓手北冥雪,被誉为天纵战榜第一骑士的他,却受到小人排挤,最终离开了效力已久的银狐俱乐部。是沉沦,还是再次崛起?恰逢其时,月恒集团第四款游戏“天行”正式上线,虚拟世界再起风云!
  • 豪门杀手之谁敢造次

    豪门杀手之谁敢造次

    从小被世界富豪培养成一个冷酷少爷,天真烂漫的小女孩早已不复存在只因为他一句“从今以后你就是我厉家堡的少爷,你将是冷血绝情的杀手界的王者”。他是暗黑帝王,世间一切美好皆他享用。世界巨大财阀集团的唯一继承人,从没有人敢忤逆他,无一人敢抬头与他对视更不敢出言顶撞。可她一次又一次的挑战他的底线……无论在白道亦或者在黑道都不太平的世道她偏偏要杀出一条自己称王的世界!一路以来,朋友,爱情将是她最大的财富!
  • 步步逼仙

    步步逼仙

    前世被组织收养,在生死角逐中成为顶尖的杀手,却在追逐平凡生活途中被背叛,在火光中化成灰烬。今世是否会在这个世界,洗尽灰暗,仅仅以顾琴心的身份,平凡地活下去?但是……为什么这个作为丈夫的男人居然会是妖界少主?自己的身份貌似也不是很简单的样子,那么今后就要被逼着承担那些责任了么?也许只有拥有了临世的能力才有可能拥有避世的权利?那么自己要不要先暂时追求一下这个世界的巅峰?似乎也不是什么枯燥的事呢~~~