"I don't go so far as to say that, Veronica. And I wish you wouldn't use slang. **** is a man, and a man--well, never mind about a man.
You, Veronica, must never forget that you're a lady. Justice must not be looked for in this world. Sometimes the wicked get what they deserve. More often they don't. There seems to be no rule. Follow the dictates of your conscience, Veronica, and blow--I mean be indifferent to the consequences. Sometimes you'll come out all right, and sometimes you won't. But the beautiful sensation will always be with you: I did right. Things have turned out unfortunately: but that's not my fault. Nobody can blame me."
"But they do," said Veronica, "they blame you just as if you'd meant to go and do it."
"It does not matter, Veronica," I pointed out, "the opinion of the world. The good man disregards it."
"But they send you to bed," persisted Veronica.
"Let them," I said. "What is bed so long as the voice of the inward Monitor consoles us with the reflection--"
"But it don't," interrupted Veronica; "it makes you feel all the madder. It does really."
"It oughtn't to," I told her.
"Then why does it?" argued Veronica. "Why don't it do what it ought to?"
The trouble about arguing with children is that they will argue too.
"Life's a difficult problem, Veronica," I allowed. "Things are not as they ought to be, I admit it. But one must not despair.
Something's got to be done."
"It's jolly hard on some of us," said Veronica. "Strive as you may, you can't please everyone. And if you just as much as stand up for yourself, oh, crikey!"
"The duty of the grown-up person, Veronica," I said, "is to bring up the child in the way that it should go. It isn't easy work, and occasionally irritability may creep in."
"There's such a lot of 'em at it," grumbled Veronica. "There are times, between 'em all, when you don't know whether you're standing on your head or your heels."
"They mean well, Veronica," I said. "When I was a little boy I used to think just as you do. But now--"
"Did you ever get into rows?" interrupted Veronica.
"Did I ever?--was never out of them, so far as I can recollect. If it wasn't one thing, then it was another."
"And didn't it make you wild?" enquired Veronica, "when first of all they'd ask what you'd got to say and why you'd done it, and then, when you tried to explain things to them, wouldn't listen to you?"
"What used to irritate me most, Veronica," I replied--"I can remember it so well--was when they talked steadily for half an hour themselves, and then, when I would attempt with one sentence to put them right about the thing, turn round and bully-rag me for being argumentative."
"If they would only listen," agreed Veronica, "you might get them to grasp things. But no, they talk and talk, till at the end they don't know what they are talking about themselves, and then they pretend it's your fault for having made them tired."
"I know," I said, "they always end up like that. 'I am tired of talking to you,' they say--as if we were not tired of listening to them!"
"And then when you think," said Veronica, "they say you oughtn't to think. And if you don't think, and let it out by accident, then they say 'why don't you think?' It don't seem as though we could do right. It makes one almost despair."
"And it isn't even as if they were always right themselves," I pointed out to her. "When they knock over a glass it is, 'Who put that glass there?' You'd think that somebody had put it there on purpose and made it invisible. They are not expected to see a glass six inches in front of their nose, in the place where the glass ought to be. The way they talk you'd suppose that a glass had no business on a table. If I broke it, then it was always, 'Clumsy little devil! ought to have his dinner in the nursery.' If they mislay their things and can't find them, it's, 'Who's been interfering with my things? Who's been in here rummaging about?' Then when they find it they want to know indignantly who put it there. If I could not find a thing, for the ****** reason that somebody had taken it away and put it somewhere else, then wherever they had put it was the right place for it, and I was a little idiot for not knowing it."
"And of course you mustn't say anything," commented Veronica. "Oh, no! If they do something silly and you just point it out to them, then there is always a reason for it that you wouldn't understand.
Oh, yes! And if you make just the slightest mistake, like what is natural to all of us, that is because you are wicked and unfeeling and don't want to be anything else."
"I will tell you what we will do, Veronica," I said; "we will write a book. You shall help me. And in it the children shall be the wise and good people who never make mistakes, and they shall boss the show--you know what I mean--look after the grown-up people and bring them up properly. And everything the grown-up people do, or don't do, will be wrong."
Veronica clapped her hands. "No, will you really?" she said. "Oh, do."
"I will really," I answered. "We will call it a moral tale for parents; and all the children will buy it and give it to their fathers and mothers and such-like folk for their birthdays, with writing on the title-page, 'From Johnny, or Jenny, to dear Papa, or to dear Aunty, with every good wish for his or her improvement!'"
"Do you think they will read it?" doubted Veronica.
"We will put in it something shocking," I suggested, "and get some paper to denounce it as a disgrace to English literature. And if that won't do it we will say it is a translation from the Russian.
The children shall stop at home and arrange what to have for dinner, and the grown-up people shall be sent to school. We will start them off each morning with a little satchel. They shall be made to read 'Grimm's Fairy Tales' in the original German, with notes; and learn 'Old Mother Hubbard' by heart and explain the grammar."
"And go to bed early," suggested Veronica.
