NEJDANOV changed his clothes hurriedly and went in to give Kolia his lesson.On the way he ran across Sipiagin in the dining-room.
He bowed to him with chilling politeness, muttered through his teeth, "Got back all right?" and went into his study.The great statesman had already decided in his ministerial mind that as soon as the vacation came to an end he would lose no time in packing off to St.Petersburg "this extremely revolutionary young tutor," but meanwhile would keep an eye on him."Je n'ai pas eu la main heureuse cette fois-ci", he thought to himself, still "j'aurais pu tomber pire".Valentina Mihailovna's sentiments towards Nejdanov however, were not quite so negative; she simply could not endure the idea that he, "a mere boy," had slighted her! Mariana had not been mistaken, Valentina Mihailovna had listened at the door in the corridor; the illustrious lady was not above such proceedings.Although she had said nothing to her "flighty" niece during Nejdanov's absence, still she had let her plainly understand that everything was known to her, and that if she had not been so painfully sorry for her, and did not despise her from the bottom of her heart, she would have been most frightfully angry at the whole thing.
An expression of restrained inward contempt played over her face.
She raised her eyebrows in scorn and pity when she looked at or spoke to Mariana, and she would fix her wonderful eyes, full of tender remonstrance and painful disgust, on the willful girl, who, after all her "fancies and eccentricities," had ended by kissing an insignificant undergraduate...in a dark room!
Poor Mariana! Her severe, proud lips had never tasted any man's kisses.
Valentina Mihailovna had not told her husband of the discovery she had made.She merely contented herself by addressing a few words to Mariana in his presence, accompanied by a significant smile, quite irrelevant to the occasion.She regretted having written to her brother, but was, on the whole, more pleased that the thing was done than be spared the regret and the letter not written.
Nejdanov got a glimpse of Mariana at lunch in the dining-room.It seemed to him that she had grown thinner and paler.She was not looking her best on that day, but the penetrating glance she turned on him directly he entered the room went straight to his heart.Valentina Mihailovna looked at him constantly, as though she were inwardly congratulating him."Splendid! Very smart!" he read on her face, while she was studying his to find out if Markelov had shown him the letter.She decided in the end that he had.
On hearing that Nejdanov had been to the factory of which Solomin was the manager, Sipiagin began asking him various questions about it, but was soon convinced from the young man's replies that he had seen nothing there and dropped into a majestic silence, as if reproaching himself for having expected any practical knowledge from such an inexperienced individual! On going out of the room Mariana managed to whisper to Nejdanov:
"Wait for me in the birch grove at the end of the garden.I'll be there as soon as possible.""She is just as familiar with me as Markelov was," he thought to himself, and a strange, pleasant sensation came over him.How strange it would have seemed to him if she had suddenly become distant and formal again, if she had turned away from him.He felt that such a thing would have made him utterly wretched, but was not sure in his own mind whether he loved her or not.She was dear to him and he felt the need of her above everything--this he acknowledged from the bottom of his heart.
The grove Mariana mentioned consisted of some hundreds of big old weeping-birches.The wind had not fallen and the long tangled branches were tossing hither and thither like loosened tresses.
The clouds, still high, flew quickly over the sky, every now and again obscuring the sun and ****** everything of an even hue.
Suddenly it would make its appearance again and brilliant patches of light would flash out once more through the branches, crossing and recrossing, a tangled pattern of light and shade.The roar of the trees seemed to be filled with a kind of festive joy, like to the violent joy with which passion breaks into a sad, troubled heart.It was just such a heart that Nejdanov carried in his bosom.He leaned against the trunk of a tree and waited.He did not really know what he was feeling and had no desire to know, but it seemed to him more awful, and at the same time easier, than at Markelov's.Above everything he wanted to see her, to speak to her.The knot that suddenly binds two separate existences already had him in its grasp.Nejdanov thought of the rope that is flung to the quay to make fast a ship.Now it is twisted about the post and the ship stops...Safe in port!
Thank God!
He trembled suddenly.A woman's dress could be seen in the distance coming along the path.It was Mariana.But whether she was coming towards him or going away from him he could not tell until he noticed that the patches of light and shade glided over her figure from below upwards.So she was coming towards him;they would have glided from above downwards had she been going away from him.A few moments longer and she was standing before him with her bright face full of welcome and a caressing light in her eyes.A glad smile played about her lips.He seized the hand she held out to him, but could not say a single word; she also was silent.She had walked very quickly and was somewhat out of breath, but seemed glad that he was pleased to see her.She was the first to speak.
"Well," she began, "tell me quickly what you've decided."Nejdanov was surprised.
"Decided? Why, was it necessary to decide anything just now?""Oh, you know what I mean.Tell me what you talked about, whom you've seen--if you've met Solomin.Tell me everything, everything.But wait a moment; let us go on a little further.Iknow a spot not quite so conspicuous as this."She made him come with her.He followed her obediently over the tall thin grass.
