Impetuous, and accustomed to what he counted success, he soon began to make plainer advance toward the end on which his self-love and cupidity at least were set. But, knowing in a vague manner how he had carried himself before he went, Arctura, uninfluenced by the ways of the world, her judgment unwarped, her perception undimmed, her instincts nice, her personal delicacy exacting, had never imagined he could approach her on any ground but that of cousinship and a childhood of shared sports. She had seen that Donal was far from pleased with him, and believed Forgue knew that she knew he had been behaving badly. Her behaviour to him was indeed largely based on the fact that he was in disgrace: she was sorry for him.
By and by, however, she perceived that she had been allowing too much ******* where she was not prepared to allow more, and so one day declined to go with him. They had not had a ride for a fortnight, the weather having been unfavourable; and now when a morning broke into the season like a smile from an estranged friend, she would not go! He was annoyed--then alarmed, fearing adverse influence. They were alone in the breakfast-room.
"Why will you not, Arctura?" he asked reproachfully: "do you not feel well?"
"I am quite well," she answered.
"It is such a lovely day!" he pleaded.
"I am not in the mood. There are other things in the world besides riding, and I have been wasting my time--riding too much. I have learnt next to nothing since Larkie came."
"Oh, bother! what have you to do with learning! Health is the first thing."
"I don't think so--and learning is good for the health. Besides, I would not be a mere animal for perfect health!"
"Let me help you then with your studies."
"Thank you," she answered, laughing a little, "but I have a good master already! We, that is Davie and I, are reading Greek and mathematics with Mr. Grant."
Forgue's face flushed.
"I ought to know as much of both as he does!" he said.
"Ought perhaps! But you know you do not."
"I know enough to be your tutor."
"Yes, but I know enough not to be your pupil!"
"What do you mean?"
"That you can't teach."
"How do you know that?"
"Because you do not love either Greek or mathematics, and no one who does not love can teach."
"That is nonsense! If I don't love Greek enough to teach it, I love you enough to teach you," said Forgue.
"You are my riding-master," said Arctura; "Mr. Grant is my master in Greek."
Forgue strangled an imprecation on Mr. Grant, and tried to laugh, but there was not a laugh inside him.
"Then you won't ride to-day?" he said.
"I think not," replied Arctura.
She ought to have said she would not. It is a pity to let doubt alight on decision. Her reply re-opened the whole question.
"I cannot see what should induce you to allow that fellow the honour of reading with you!" said Forgue. "He's a long-winded, pedantic, ill-bred lout!"
"Mr. Grant is my friend!" said Arctura, and raising her head looked him in the eyes.
"Take my word for it, you are mistaken in him," he said.
"I neither value nor ask your opinion of him," returned Arctura. "I merely acquaint you with the fact that he is my friend."
"Here's the devil and all to pay!" thought Forgue.
"I beg your pardon," he said: "you do not know him as I do!"
"Not?--and with so much better opportunity of judging!"
"He has never played the dominie with you!" said Forgue foolishly.
"Indeed he has!"
"He has! Confound his insolence! How?"
"He won't let me study as I want.--How has he interfered with you?"
"We won't quarrel about him," rejoined Forgue, attempting a tone of gaiety, but instantly growing serious. "We who ought to be so much to each other--"
Something told him he had already gone too far.
"I do not know what you mean--or rather, I am not willing to think I know what you mean," said Arctura. "After what took place--"
In her turn she ceased: he had said nothing!
"Jealous!" concluded Forgue; "--a good sign!"
"I see he has been talking against me!" he said.
"If you mean Mr. Grant, you mistake. He never, so far as I remember, once mentioned you to me."
"I know better!"
"You are rude. He never spoke of it; but I have seen enough with my own eyes--"
"If you mean that silly fancy--why, Arctura!--you know it was but a boyish folly!"
"And since then you have grown a man!--How many months has it taken?"
"I assure you, on the word of a gentleman, there is nothing in it now. It is all over, and I am heartily ashamed of it."
A pause of a few seconds followed: it seemed as many minutes, and unbearable.
"You will come out with me?" said Forgue: she might be relenting, though she did not look like it!
"No," she said; "I will not."
"Well," he returned, with simulated coolness, "this is rather cavalier treatment, I must say!--To throw a man over who has loved you so long--and for the sake of a lesson in Greek!"
"How long, pray, have you loved me?" said Arctura, growing angry. "I was willing to be friendly with you, so much so that I am sorry it is no longer possible!"
"You punish me pretty sharply, my lady, for a trifle of which I told you I was ashamed!" said Forgue, biting his lip. "It was the merest--"
"I do not wish to hear anything about it!" said Arctura sternly.
Then, afraid she had been unkind, she added in altered tone: "You had better go and have a gallop. You may have Larkie if you like."
He turned and left the room. She only meant to pique him, he said to himself. She had been cherishing her displeasure, and now she had had her revenge would feel better and be sorry next! It was a very good morning's work after all! It was absurd to think she preferred a Greek lesson from a clown to a ride with lord Forgue! Was not she too a Graeme!
Partly to make reconciliation the easier, partly because the horse was superior to his own, he would ride Larkie!
